Well...

I guess I am feeling a bit old at this point...certainly it isn't true, It's how I felt tonight....but I pretend othewise anyway...

'sides I need to keep this in the spirit of what i started it as...a reflection of my true feelings...

I want to be out of here...I don't feel like going out, drinking all night, or trying my best to hit on girls that have everyone in the room looking at them....

I'm working on finding a job, getting the girl I'd like to actually try to date, and being the person I know I am now....

care to join me?