So last night I was supposed to meet with Ted from cavern services, but that never happened. I never got a call back so I didn't go to the bar they were going to be at. Didn't feel like sitting there by myself. Came home and working on Guy and Carleen's computer which is being a royal pain in my side. I don't know why, but it's being difficult. One thing is certain, these last two weeks when I go home I just don't want to have to try and fix someone else's machine. Sure i'm getting paid, but I just don't really *want* to fix it. The money I'm making fixing the thing is probably just going to my credit card anyway, how fun is that. I was thinking the other day that I'm pretty good and spending money on little stupid stuff (food that is expensive or I don't really need or things like props for justin's "big" party) but not good at actually buying things for myself. I could use some new jeans, a few new shirts so I can throw some ratty ones out, and as I have for a while I want an xbox. I guess I feel like I shouldn't be buying anything nice for myself until I've paid off a large part of my debt and that I've got some money saved in my bank account. Probably smart in the end, but still highlights my tendancy to not be able to spend money on myself.
Also while I was on the way home last night I talked to Erin on the phone. It was good to hear her voice even though it was a very short conversation. Didn't really get to ask her about what is going on with her or anything interesting. She got rid of me on the phone pretty quickly because someone was over, I wonder if she's seeing someone? I wish things had turned out a bit differently between us and that she'd call me once in a while but such are the regrets of life. I'm going to try and stop by her work on Friday so hopefully we'll be able to catch up then.
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